To Have NO Talent

Never written one of these before, ... ... ... ... ... ................... ok, awkward silence part is over. So today I saw that video of that Kid who made the most inspirational videos ever. I was thinking some depressing thoughts. What is my talent?... NOTHING? is that a talent, to have nothing as a talent? I dont know. If I was dying what would people remember me by? The girl who looked like a man when her hair fell out (this is truth, with no hair -or just in general- I look like a man...), what about the worlds most talentless girl. I am ugly, mean, forceful, bratty, the list can go on... I am having such a hard life time rite now! God is my guider though, I just need to lean into his arms a little bit more and trust him to guide my feet. Today my silly horsie was having a hard time when I asked him for a lead change. He bucked a little and started to G-O-!!!!!!!!!!!!! God thankfully gave me the knowledge to sit down, look up, and turn his fuzzy nose to his butt! My horse is a great teacher though, and I love him like crazy! well anyways, it is getting a little late. I just dont know what God has put me on this earth to do. Maybe I give people inspiration not to turn out like me? that would make sense! NIGHT!!!!!!!!